You know what I hate?
I hate when people bullshit you… Maybe it’s just me but I can smell that shit a mile away… I can tell when someone is fucking lying or concealing information or fucking leading me astray… I can smell it… I can see it in your face… I can sense that shit… And I don’t like it… And that’s why… I don’t like to bullshit people… Because… I figure you probably can tell when I’m bullshitting… Maybe you can’t… So whatever… But I still don’t like to do it because I don’t like when it’s done to me…
Do unto you as unto you as the other do to you… I don’t know how the saying goes… But it’s that…
I treat people how I want to be treated… I guess nobody else does that shit because thinking back on my past… I don’t really know that many people that live that way… They’re all treating me like shit and expecting me to not treat them like shit… Like they treated me… You know?
I just… I’m not a fan of it… I don’t get why people have to be so secretive… I don’t get why… I’m so open with my life It’s weird… But I see no reason to be any way other than that because when you shut yourself out… When you’re super secretive… How can you find people to connect with… How can you… I don’t know… Bond with these people… How can… I just don’t get why… I don’t know…
This is like a horrible rant right now… But I see so many people that are super private with their lives and that’s great… Maybe… Why do you… Why do you need to keep people out… What is the problem with them knowing whatever it is… Because when people know what you’re going through they can relate to you… They can sympathize with you… They can help you…
I want that… I would love to have people connect with me and sympathize or relate to me… I like that… Call me crazy… I like that… I guess it’s because I am a loner… I don’t have many people to do that with… That sounds weird… But yeah… I don’t have many people to experience that type of connection with… So when I put myself out there its because I want somebody to connect with… To relate with… I want human interaction I guess…
So yeah… I don’t understand it… I don’t understand why people don’t want human interaction… But then I guess they already get that in their life… They must… They already got that from their husbands or their wives or their mothers or their fathers or their kids or their friends and… Honey I ain’t got none of that shit… Okay… I have a few friends… I do have a mother… She ain’t the greatest to talk with… I love her… She loves me but we are two different peas from fucking different pods…So… I’m just looking to find more people from my own pod…
Anyway… Thanks for listening… Have a good… Wonderful… Life today… Tomorrow…